Happiness that you can't share

Whenever I am happy, I always see to it that I share it with my friends and my family. But this time is a bit different. I can't share the reason of my happiness.I just can't. With reasons that I won't dare say in this entry. It will be kept in me forever. This happiness must be as silent as the deer. It is not that I am too selfish not to share but sometimes there are things better left unsaid; that you and God only know. I am just happy.

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Being TRUE is not Being BAD

I don't understand why people think that being true is being bad. It is not really very explicit but it is what implies whenever they say "I'm just being true to myself". What is really being true to oneself? Is it by bursting to tears and shouting out loud the anger within? Or perhaps by being mean to people and showing them what you've got? I say NO to all of these. These people who think tat being true is being mean criticize people who are doing well and good. They think that they are just pretending, hiding their true colors and so on. Can they never believe that what's true is what's good? We're born good, that's the truth. The next time you see a person unable to control his/her anger, don't say he/she is being true to himself/herself. It is not by this that we show our true selves.






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Why is it hard to let go?

I've been wondering why I have the hardest time of letting go. Every time I find an answer to a question my mind asks, another one pops. It seems never-ending. My mind wants to move on because it knows that it's best for me but it can't win the illusion that covers it. I can't stop imagining. The illusions are too powerful that I can't stop but imagine things that I know would never ever happen. I cant understand myself why I am letting myself be drowned by this foolishness. All I know is that I'm happy even I know it's impossible. These thoughts make me happy; temporary it may be but this makes me alive for the moment. Deep within me knows that friendship is the only possible thing you could ever offer. And I am cool with that. I don't want more. I am just filling in the things that I know that can't happen with me and you through the scenes I make in my mind. I may sound crazy. Many may not understand me. But I just want to make myself happy. Is it hard to understand? I am doing this because I still believe that what can't happen in the real world, can be possible in the world of imagination.

In time, I will be able to fully let go. It's hard, it's painful. But it's worth the tears.

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