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Thursday, April 8, 2010

When Days Drag On

It's Summer. No more classes, no more allowance, and no longer anticipating for a new semester. I graduated last March 20, 2010. That was one of the most significant days of my life. Actually, I am not writing to share events of my life. I am here to write something which I think would help me get better inside.

Recently, days drag on like years. It's not because I have nothing to do because I have several plans for Summer like job hunting, SSS application, clearance in school, electoral engagements, etc. I am feeling empty now. I don't know what to do to make things better or to make things how they used to be-- simple and happy. The distance and silence being created are hurting me so much that they leave me empty at the end of the day. But, I believe the distance and silence would help in making things better; in searching for meaning; and in finding happiness again.

What I have to do now is to reform myself into someone that can be loved, trusted, appreciated genuinely. I don't want to be the old person who is jealous, and aggravates things. I want to make up on people I have hurt so much. I want them to see me as someone that is full of love and happiness. I want you to see me that way. I am sorry. Now, I am getting personal.

Days are like years lately. I hope things get better. I miss everything especially the happiness.
I hope the balloons would lift me up to the sky. And there, I'll try to reach the stars and wish that things will perfectly work out.

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