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Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Until it Happens

At this modern day, it is so hard to believe into something until it actually happens.

Probably because of the hurt of broken promises that we actually become scared of believing that they do come true; that we sometimes feel that being too hopeful would just lead to disappointment.

It may be hard to believe but that is what we have to do. We have to have faith and trust.

Things may not always happen as we expected. Promises may be broken at times.

But these should not hinder us from believing and hoping that promises may still come true; and that our dreams may still happen.

We have to continue to hope and believe yet not expect too much.

When things happen as we hoped to be, let’s rejoice but if not, then believe there are better things to come or maybe it will just happen later.

I learned that optimism is really helpful and that it’s the better option.

Rough times are inevitable but we can do something on how we see and deal with things.

And it should be in the positive way.


My Last Summer Break

This would be probably the last Summer break of my life. After this, I may not be able to experience this anymore because work knows no Summer break. I say that this time is a very crucial time for me. This time is the time to reflect and decide on what path to choose. I would be experiencing a transition that would somehow forever change my life. In this crucial time, I want and need support from people I love and trust because in every decision I make and take I always consider them. Quality time this Summer is all I ask. This is just all I want before a new chapter of my life starts. Before my freedom ends.

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Thursday, April 8, 2010

When Days Drag On

It's Summer. No more classes, no more allowance, and no longer anticipating for a new semester. I graduated last March 20, 2010. That was one of the most significant days of my life. Actually, I am not writing to share events of my life. I am here to write something which I think would help me get better inside.

Recently, days drag on like years. It's not because I have nothing to do because I have several plans for Summer like job hunting, SSS application, clearance in school, electoral engagements, etc. I am feeling empty now. I don't know what to do to make things better or to make things how they used to be-- simple and happy. The distance and silence being created are hurting me so much that they leave me empty at the end of the day. But, I believe the distance and silence would help in making things better; in searching for meaning; and in finding happiness again.

What I have to do now is to reform myself into someone that can be loved, trusted, appreciated genuinely. I don't want to be the old person who is jealous, and aggravates things. I want to make up on people I have hurt so much. I want them to see me as someone that is full of love and happiness. I want you to see me that way. I am sorry. Now, I am getting personal.

Days are like years lately. I hope things get better. I miss everything especially the happiness.
I hope the balloons would lift me up to the sky. And there, I'll try to reach the stars and wish that things will perfectly work out.